No Balance

At this time of writing, I have half of a battery left on my computer and no electricity in sight. I am pretty sure we will be out until tomorrow morning or afternoon. Our power shuts off a lot here. 95% of the time there is no warning, just off. It is so frustrating. I know in the Upper East Region their off time is even worse so I guess I should be thankful. I get so ANGRY!!!! AHHHHH!!!Okie, switching gears-- language. It was not too bad this week. I did mostly well. Still, I don't sense progress. Someone asked if I would do my level 3 evaluation by December and I was like, "no.way." I still cannot figure out sentence structure. I am not immersed enough to be forced to make normal, everyday sentences. I did meet some new people and that was encouraging, in that, I am getting good and introducing myself and talking about my family, though, I think that should have been set in stone last year. I did do some sewing at Rafia's. And she did try to get me talking. But I just could not understand. She is so patient with me. I walked away, though, determined not to down myself or whine. I just praised God. With every step home, I thanked God.Another problem I have...(another one???) is that I cannot find a balance. I am all or none. Either I do language and nothing else or I do admin/errands/other SIM team stuff/cooking. I cannot do both. Last week I did not get a day off. So, I decided that this week I would take Friday AND Saturday. But Friday was really not restful. There was just so much stuff I needed to catch up on. And then, Saturday I cooked all day. Like, seriously, until about 4pm. So, at least I don't have to cook this week...and possible next week too!But I just cannot find a balance. I am overwhelmed with people I should call and emails I need to answer and a bunch of other stuff. I need to be doing language, and with that I should really be doing 8 hours a day and not 6. But living here is so hard. So different from anything I have ever experienced. I am usually a great multi tasker. But I cannot do it here. Why?Anyways, tomorrow is Monday. I am determined to do my best. And to be obedient in what is before me.But as I go to bed with no electricity and fans I am so tempted to focus on what is not getting done and what I cannot do and how tired this makes me and...oh boy...I just really need your prayers.