a normal unsettledness

I never remember anything. I don’t remember things I did last week. I don’t remember what I put into my suitcases. I don’t remember who called me the other day. I am just terrible. If It is not written down count it lost, unless it relates to food or something ridiculous. So I am back in Ghana and wondering if I felt the same way the last time I returned in 2009. I can’t remember what was going thru my head or what i was planning. I can’t remember if I felt unsettled like I do now. I know that it is normal when you leave for such a long period of time. I know that you can’t just jump back into the swing of things, but man, would I like to. Things have changed. I don’t think I am much for change. I mean, I like it when I want someone to change or change things for my benefit but for me to change? Nah. And I think I need to get ready for it. I mean, there is a new president in Ghana. Ok, not that that will have so much impact on me but there is new youth leadership, new associates, new missionaries and that will impact me. How so? I really don’t know. And that brings about the unsettledness, which is normal, which I have already stated. Sorry, I guess I didn't remember i already said that.